"That One Word"

"That word, That one word, the word that rip's people apart, tears them down, make them cry everynight until they feel asleep, that word make people go sucidial, when i got told that one word. I was heart broken felt like the big world we have came to the end, i felt like there was nothing to live for, i cryed and cryed every snigle night i was alone, knowing when i woke up you were gone not mine anymore, all those time we had feel like nothing now. I think to myself when lay in bed while looking at the stars, why, why did you say those words.
Nothing matter to me now. Now your gone i cant get you out of my mind, i feel like your name is in graved in my heart. You were my heart and soul, my life. Did you have to leave me one that note, did we have to end, after you said that one word i realise i never got to show you who i truly i'm.
please forgive me for the mistake i done just you hurt me to much, i wish i could still be with you, the night you told me that word. I thought to myself cant be true it just cant, but it was my wrost nightmare came to me the day i had dreaded had came i never want this day to come.
I miss that smile of yours the one when you smile at me make me all warm in side, those blue eyes of your that shined in the sun light, your kind heart that i always loved, i just miss you so much. All i wish you did not say that word, i just want to say i love you always forever that all i need to say to you before you left my world, before you left my arms, i love you, today, tomorrow, forever."